Tentang Rindu

me  : boleh ade tanya sesuatu?
him : apa?
me  : Berapa lama waktu yang aa butuhkan buat ngerasa kangen sama ade atau kepengen ketemu ade setelah kita ketemu?
him : selalu
me  : terus gimana bisa aa ngebiarin ade pulang atau ade pergi ke purwokerto  atau aa memutuskan pulang dari rumah ade?
him : :D
me  : gimana bisa aa nolak buat ketemu ade saat ada kesempatan ade lagi di garut?
him : semua gak mungkin gak ada yang gak bisa.
me  : ok, kasih tau ade caranya? Ngatasin semua perasaan itu?
him : jangan selalu memaksakan kemauan hati... harus ada dimana saat kita buat berbagi waktu dan keadaan.

DOA UNTUK KAMU

Allahuakbar.

Pada sujud terakhir di tiap shalat ku, aku panjatkan doa untukmu.

Seperti yang Ayah pernah ajarkan buat ku, dari sejak aku belum bisa membaca dan menghapal rangkaian huruf hijaiyah.

"Panjatkan doa ade untuk orang yang ade sayang di sujud terakhir ade di tiap shalat ade, karena saat sujud-lah keberadaan manusia dengan Allah sangatlah dekat" begitu ucap Ayah.

Tanpa meragu, saat itulah waktu yang tepat buat ku mendoakan mu, mendoakan kita.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

Selepas dua salam, dan memalingkan muka ke kanan-kiri.

Aku mendoakan mu dalam kesungguhan, selepas urutan Ibu-Ayah dan saudara kandung ku.

Mendoakan kita, jika jodoh bukan tentang perasaan, maka semoga kita berjodoh pada waktu dan restu yang tepat.

"Six Degrees Of Separation"

You've read the books,
You've watched the shows,
What's the best way no one knows, yeah,
Meditate, get hypnotized.
Anything to take from your mind.
But it won't go, ohhhh ohhh
You're doing all these things out of desperation,
Ohhh ohhh,
You're going through six degrees of separation.

You hit the drink, you take a toke
Watch the past go up in smoke.
Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that,
You're better now than ever, and your life's okay
When it's not. No.
You're doing all these things out of desperation,
Ohhh ohhh,
You're going through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

(Oh no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)
(No no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)

You tell your friends, yeah, strangers too,
Anyone who'll throw an arm around you, yeah
Tarot cards
Gems and stones,
Believing all that shit is gonna heal your soul.
Well it's not, no, wohhhh

You're only doing things out of desperation,
Ohhh ohhh,
You're goin' through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

No there's no starting over,
Without finding closure, you'd take them back,
No hesitation,
That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

No there's no starting over,
Without finding closure, you'd take them back,
No hesitation,
That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

satu alasan

kasih ade alasan kenapa ade harus tetap bertahan?

aa sayang ade.

(dilain waktu)

kenapa sekarang aa memilih untuk mundur (putus) ?

cuma karena aa (terlalu) sayang ade.

satu alasan, satu konteks.

ternyata "aa sayang ade" ibarat pisau bermata dua,

menjadi alasan kenapa ade harus bertahan buat aa juga menjadi alasan buat aa meninggalkan ade.

pendamping

" Dalam memilih calon pendamping, jangan terlalu mengandalkan akal. Jika terlalu mengandalkan akal, semuanya akan dipertimbangkan nalar. Maka tanyalah perasaanmu, tanyalah hatimu. Kalau hati sudah cocok, carilah pembenarannya lewat akal. "

- M. Quraish Shihab

Kita memang tidak bisa, tapi Tuhan mampu. Dan kamu tidak mau.

YOU and I

JODOH itu adalah rasa-orang-waktu dan restu yang saling bertemu dalam keTEPATan :)